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Public Service Announcment. [27 Apr 2003|03:33pm]
I am pleased to say that I have a new journal;_piink_glitter is the name. Add me if you like. It will be Friends Only. I may not add all of you, cuz some don't seem to read it as of now anyways. I may change my mind and go back to my old journal.

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Why not take a crazy chance, why not do a crazy dance. [27 Apr 2003|12:43am]
[ mood | devious ]

GoodGreat evening! Well today was grand! Well I woke up to my dad @ 8 cuz the cable guy was going to come between 8-12. So I wake up, go to my dads room, fall dead asleep. Then like 3 hours later he wakes me up telling me that I have to get out cuz the man needs to do this room too. I'm like "You put me in here for a reason. That reason is now, not there." He goes "Well do you want him to just come in here?" I'm like "No, let me get dressed." Kay I get dresed and then I come out and the damn cable guy was hott!! OH YEAH! Well then I got into the shower ect, got ready. Then I go out to Gibralter bcuz my brother wants cards. I told him that it was a computer show cuz Mike told me last night that he was going there to get a computer. So yeah we go out there, my dad asks if its the card show, and y'know what, its not! Its the compter show. Wow. Stupid dumb butt's at Masquerade said they were having one. Weirdos. Then we went to Oakland mall. WOOPIEE!!! ;D;D Well we went to Hot Topic :). I got

-Pair of capris
-2 AFI shirts
-Stars and Strapes wallet
-a new pretty black & pink bracelet

;D Woop. Then I came back to my dads, sat online, read some more Harry Potter 3. Woop. Then at like 4:15 we left to go get everyone at Shannon's.(Everyone at Shannon's-Grace, Erica, Matt, Derek, Danielle, Megan, and Shannon ov course.)Then we went to Laser Quest. Woo that was fun for the first round, I was tired the 2nd. Oh well. Shannon's mom came got us, we took Derek home and we went back to Shan's. We ate taccos and nachos!! :D Yumness fure shure-rolls eyes-! ;D Ang came over! YAY! I missed her!! :) Then we watched Space Balls. LMAO! I love that movie! Then JJ called over there! Oh gosh it was so nice to hear his voice, i felt so revived! Then um...we danced around, rolled around, went outside, I tried to do a summersault...hm..nope I felt like I was going to break my neck. << Not too good of a feeling. Then we went back inside sat there, I called my dad, asked to see if Erica and Grace could spend the night, they could! :) He came got me Grace Erica and Matthew. Took Erica home to see if she could get her stuff, but her parents weren't there, so we took Matt home, then to Grace's to get her stuff. Then we came back here, came online, got a little hyper. Now we are watching TV eating peanut butter and jelly sandwichs (which Grace made.) And macoroni and cheese which Erica is in the process of making. Well I am gonna go. I'm out.

<3 JJ x6348763867347634 times forever and ever. :D :D :D


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Just a few songs for you. [25 Apr 2003|10:14pm]
New Found Glory - Forget My Name

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

Can you tell
that I'm losing myself
I think I'm trying too hard to
let it show
to let you know
to trace your footsteps back to me

Cuz I've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

Can you tell
that I don't know myself
I need someone to remind me
to let it go
please let me know
to trace your footsteps back to me

Cuz I've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

And if I had the chance
to do it all again
I wouldn't expect anything less
and if I had the chance
to do it all again
I wouldn't expect
I wouldn't expect anything less

Tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

Forget my name

New Found Glory - (Everything I Do) I Do It For You

Look into my eyes - you will see what you mean to me search your heart -
search your soul and when you find me there you'll search no more
don't tell me it's not worth trying for you can't tell me it's not worth dying for you
know it's true look into my heart you will find there's nothing there
to hide take me as i am take my life i would give it all i would sacrifice
don't tell me it's not worth fighting for i can't help it there's nothing
i want more you know it's true everything i do -
i do it for you there's no love like your love and no other could give more love
there's nowhere - unless you're there all the time - all the way...

Hope you all enjoyed it. -sigh-
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Bathed in your radience I melt. [25 Apr 2003|09:42pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Hello everyone. Well after I left Shannon's I went to the Rec Center with my mom to sign my brother up for Roller Hockey. Yup, then went home. Um...packed got ready then my dad came picked me up. Then we went back to his apartment, then we ate some coney island [Big hell yah!] Then my dad took me to Foutain where everyone was, I got greeted by Grace, Erica, Danielle, Megan, Shannon, Ryan and Matthew. We played Kickball, and 4 square. Oh wow!! :D Then Shannon goes "Mike called my house." I go "What?!" she goes "Yeah, I told him you left and he told me to tell you to call him later." Im like "Oh jeez." So I called him off of Matt's cell phone but he wasn't there. God...so yeah 2nd time Amanda called there and he wasn't there. So we left for Megan's. We just hung out there, talked, played with animal crackers. Yum! ;D Then my dad came and picked up me and Matthew. Dropped off Matt, found out JJ called and of course I'm not home. Yup. Now I am here. Woo, deciding once more if I should call him back or not cuz I called from Matt's cell. Oh well, this is too stressful I tell you.


+Shopping with my daddy @ Oakland bay bay! :) Hot Topic here I come! :D
+Laser Tag with my buddies! :)
+Be home so I can talk to my JJ :D :D

<3 JJ x63490683096830683806 times and forever and ever.


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Good Morning. 8-) [25 Apr 2003|11:43am]
[ mood | good ]

Well I am up but Shannons not. Surprise surprise thats what I say. ;D Well um...nothing really happened later that night, finished Harry Potter, I am now one of the many fans of it. :) -drools- Well anywaze...

Todays Plans
-Might call Mike back, I don't know should I?
-Hm..I think we are all just gonna hang out somewhere, or walk around, something that doesn't involve money I guess. :)
-Going to my daddies :)
-Hoping that JJ will call me! :D

Ohhh Look at my new background too! Its hott! I <3 it! I wanna eat Billy all up!!! :D

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;D Heyyyy [25 Apr 2003|12:57am]
[ mood | enthralled ]

Well today was mighty fun I must say! :) Well I didn't do much but sit around on the computer all day til about 6:45. And Shannon came and picked up me Matt and Erica. We then got Grace and we went to the movies! :D We saw holes! That was a very good movie! Then we were outside goofing around. It was too great! 8-) Then Shannons mom came and got us we dropped off Erica and Grace at Erica's, then we took home Matthew, then they took home me but I guess I ended up staying at Shannon's! :D Well Josh called me :) :) But I wasn't there cuz I was at the movieesss. Then I guess Mike Grover called me. :) I haven't talked to him in awhile I miss him :). Well Um...came back to Shannon's ate some mashed potatos, and some D'Jorno pizza. It was alright, I didn't like the green peppers they tasted odd. Oh well. Then we started watching Harry Potter - The Chamber of Secrets :) YAY!!! Oh yeah this movie is too hott!! :D :D Well I am gonna go and watch the rest of it. :D Woop woop! I'm out.

<3 JJ x5967367368086036803 times and forever and ever! :)


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Hm... [24 Apr 2003|03:21pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well today has been pretty darn boring I tell you! Well later tonight I am going to the movies with..

Shan, Grace, Erica, Matt and Derekmaybe? ;D It shall be fun! Wahha! 8-)

We are going to go and see Holes! It shall be fun! Wahha! 8-)

I miss Josh :( This sucks. :(

Well I'm out.

<3 JJ x682468039680936860895 times :)


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Its 2:11...and I'm talking to Grace/Janice/Chris-E-poo [24 Apr 2003|02:10am]
MOOOSH1: :-Xhummf muummmfmuf
AFI x Imperfect: lmao
AFI x Imperfect: =-O omgosh...
AFI x Imperfect: thats not jan jan!!
AFI x Imperfect: lol
AFI x Imperfect: i say its linda
MOOOSH1: lol
MOOOSH1: :-(waa
AFI x Imperfect: haha
AFI x Imperfect: :'(
MOOOSH1: ;-)click click
AFI x Imperfect: :-* kiss kiss, no not for u though.
MOOOSH1: >:ogod damit
MOOOSH1: :-Di like beef
AFI x Imperfect: haha
AFI x Imperfect: :-[ oops i farted
AFI x Imperfect: lmao
MOOOSH1: lmao
MOOOSH1: O:-)of course i dident kill jonny
AFI x Imperfect: hahaha
MOOOSH1: :-! i like toes i dunno y
AFI x Imperfect: :-! yum foot in mouth.
AFI x Imperfect: lmao
MOOOSH1: lol
AFI x Imperfect: 8-) wahha, biker dude.
MOOOSH1: :-Pim gonna lick yer ............ eye
AFI x Imperfect: :-$ mmmfmmm hfffffmff
AFI x Imperfect: i dont think there are anymore.
MOOOSH1: nope
MOOOSH1: :-) hi
AFI x Imperfect: lmao
MOOOSH1: :-);-):-(:-P:-P=-O:-*>:o:-D:-$:-!:-[O:-):-\:'(:-X8-)kaghkgfdgkljgjl;jg;lkjg'ljg'lkjnmkbflmblkmklfeet
AFI x Imperfect: hahaha
AFI x Imperfect: lmao

haha we got so bored so me and Chris made little sayings up fro the smileys! Wahha 8-) We all know who this one is...GREGORY!!! ;D

<3 JJ x58206826826840863 times and more! I miss him :(

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You can laugh at the weirdos now, wait till wrongs are right. [23 Apr 2003|09:30pm]
[ mood | chipper ]


Well I woke up at about 9:30. Came online, took a shower ect. Then at like 2 I think Erica came on over! ;D Then Grace came over and she took a shower we got ready! But most of all we had a PAJAMA partay! 8-) We're too kool! Well then we sat around. Then Matthew came over at about 3:30 or 4. Then <3JJ came over!! :D :D We layed around, in Erica's words we 'made out'. No one made out. Then they went to the park, and met Ryan and Derek up there. Derek brought his geetar with him. weirdo lmao. Nah, it was kool, he played some Nirvana, and White Stripes for us. Sweet huh? Wahha!! Then we all went downstairs, talked ect. Then Matt left at like 8 or something and Derek with with him. Then like oh, 10 minutes later, here comes a black blob down my stairs named Derek lol. He just let himself on in y'know. weirdo Then Ryan had to leave, so it was a penis and a half left in my basement. (Derek had the half.) Then Derek left, darn. Then I had to say bye to my sweetie :( :( :( Oh gosh, I miss him like crazy and its only the first day he has been gone. :( :( This sucks!! But we said our I love yous and stuff. :D Made me feel better. Then me and my ladiEs had some PIZZA WOOP WOOP! That was wonderful! Then we danced, talked, I did my dance for em. It was very nice. Then we all went to bed. ;D But I couldn't fall asleep with all of us on one bed so at like 5:30 I go "I'm going to my bed." and Grace was up! Shes like "Okay." lol I'm like "...?"

Today-Well I woke up to my brother and his friend Tom once. Fell back asleep then woke up once more to Erica dashing into my room for the computer. >:X What the hell...lol. So then we got up, Erica made her "Saturday Morning Breakfeast." What a breakfeast this turned out to be. Well me and Grace are sitting there eating, then Grace goes "I smell something." Then all of a sudden you see Erica jumping up and down, rolling on the ground moaning in pain. I look over there too see the microwave open, and a f-in FRYING pan in the microwave with paper towel and a paper plate....Okay...there is smoke coming from it...so I run over to it, and I'm laughing at it cuz I mean...what the hell...you didn't learn that in...1st grade? So I'm jollinly putting out the little smoke bomb. And Erica is going "Owww." Too great, too great. I love them gals. :) Well then after that little...accident, if you may call it that. We went online, yadda yadda. Then Erica left at 2. So me and Grace talked ect. Then she left at 4:30 cuz then my mom came home at 5 and I went to go get my hair highlightened. I look like a blonde, I can't see my brown anymore. I don't know what kind of highlights these are but all I see are various colors of blonde lol. Well thats okay. I <3 it!! ;D Wahha!! Well anywaze...went to Arbys got food. Came back, so my aunt calls alright, I'm talking to her, and my mom is keeping the dog away from my food right. Well she leaves for a second to get the cordless so she can talk to my aunt, and I come to my room to find half my sandwich gone!! I started crying!!! CRYING!! I don't know why, I am pmsing! And I was terribly hungry since all I ate today was breakfeast!! :( So I sat there...eating my curly fries...with no sandwich...the end... :( Gosh..Oh well I didn't need it anywaze. More fatness..Well I am gonna go. Buhbiez

<3 JJ x52985279572672 times!!! ;D ;D I miss him terribly...:(


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[22 Apr 2003|02:51pm]
You're "There's No "I" in
Team", you stick with your friends, go
around breakin' people's hearts, and make sure
you get what you deserve.

Which taking back sunday song are you?
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B O R E D :) [22 Apr 2003|10:44am]
What funny word are you?

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You're Squall/Rinoa!

Why'd you do this test? We all KNOW you're really
into the Het pairings - So what if it doesn't
involve two men sweating it out? Lovey-Dovey
Couples RULE!

What Yaoi Final Fantasy 8 Couple are You?
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[22 Apr 2003|10:34am]
You&apos;re Hyde!
You're Hyde!

Which That 70's Show Character are You?
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^^Ughhh I love this guy!!! :D^^
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A year has passed. The seasons go. Please just dont play with me. [21 Apr 2003|11:26pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

Okay, since everyone is doing this I'll do it.

Ang-Well what can I say about you Vercurra or whatever the hell her name is, you are always there for me, and you always have great advice about things! Its just peachy....with a tad side of keen! :) I <3 you!


Nah, Im j/k! I love you to itty bitty pieces darlyn! I do not know where I'd be without yah sweetie! You + Me = US bay bay! I cannot wait for Warped Tour!!! YAY!! <3 you!

Grace-Well I could not be the person I am today with out you. You always brighten my itty bitty world up. :) Its nice to have a sun named Grace. Did you know that? :D Now you do! :) I love you!

Shannon-FATTIE! LMAO! I'm happy things are resolved! I hope we get closer again this year! "Do you think he still thinks we are cousins?" LMFAO!! I hope not!!!! I love you!

Justine-Today I've learned so much about you in such little time. You are so sweet! I mean I know we talked ect, but I got to know you this time! Hopefully we become better friends [I'll cut down on the sarcasm! ;)] luv ya!

MicHELLe-GAWD GIRL!! You are so awsome! I love you with all of my heart and I hope you never ever change!! :D :D

Megan-I must say you are one of my most greatest friends amoung the others I've listed! You are just too kool! You are fun, exciting, and just yourself! Its awsome! :) <3 u

Danielle-Well hunnie I'm with you through think and thin! I don't care what people say sweetie! :) I love ya!

Ryan-You are like my only trust worthy guy friend! lol YOU ARE THE WALL! I SWEAR! Its the penis that gets in the way! Just get rid of it then! :) lol

Matthew-You are such a sweet guy. I hope you and me are friends for a good while. Good luck with my Grace! Treat her well!! :)

JJ-What can I say??? I love you sweettttie! :) hehe! Your my true pride and joy! :) You bring a smile to my face always! :D

Well there yah go! :) Enjoy.

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[21 Apr 2003|09:21pm]

What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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lol! This guy is just too kute! :)
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I guess I'll die another day. Its not my time to go. [21 Apr 2003|07:30pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Today was great. First I got up at like 10:30, came online, made plans with Ryan to go to Huron Park. Then I showered ect. I went to Huron with Ryan. Then we went to Angs. Justine was there too. So we just sat around talked ect. Then Shannon came over. :) Then Erica, and finally Grace. So we went downstairs and began our discussion. At first we wrote down what we thought was wrong and what bothered us. I wrote down some serious things, then I wrote down some 'comic relief' cuz I knew that there'd be tension. So since Ryan wasn't in this whole thing, he'd read them off, then we'd make our comments about the problem. It went real well. We found out what that invisible wall was....RYAN!!! LMFAO! j/k. But yeah we solved alot of problems. It was nice. There was bad stuff on everybodys part. So we got that all settled and we went into Ang's room danced, sang. Then her mom got mad at us :(. So yah...we walked up to Coney. Shannon payed for me :D. So I gotta pay her back sometime. Came back Ang's, everyone was going to spend the night at Shan's but Ang couldn't and it was for all of us to get together so we decided not to. Oh well we are gonna do it this weekend, or the next. But yeah, then my mom came, took me, Erica, and Shannon home. Then I came on here. Woo! Surprise! And everyone else that was at Ang's was on too! More surprises! :) Well I am very pleased that mostly everything was settled. I really love all of you guys! And I gotta get to know some people better. :)

Tomorrows Plans-
-Movies with Grace and Matthew? I think
-I don't know! Make plans with me damnit!!! :)

<3 JJ :) << I get to see him tomorrow!!! :D :D :D


PS-I re-did my journal...AGAIN!!! :)

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[20 Apr 2003|10:16pm]
I'd send god's grace tonight, could it be found?

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Look at the stars. Look how they shine for you. And everything you do. [20 Apr 2003|05:05pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

We can dance if you want to, we can leave your friends behind, because your friends don't dance,- and if they don't dance,- well then, they're not friends of mine.

-Damn straight bitch. :)

-Alright I've made some promises and pointed somethings out to myself just about oh....2 seconds ago. No more being sad. Especially on Easter! Jeez..No more being sad unless you have a reason. Not just because "Oh I feel like I'm nothing today." <<< Stupid reason. I think I have the bestest friends in the world. More than others. But their all great in their own ways. My family...is getting better. Greatness. And today when we were eating before we ate, we prayed. Me, my mom, and my brother prayed. We sat at our kitchen table all together and ate. It was nice. We talked ect. Almost perfect, too bad my dad and mom aren't together. Eh...better that way...thats the way I look at it.
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[20 Apr 2003|01:41pm]
Well I guess I got some good news...

I am going dress shopping

Not this weekend but the one after! :D It shall be great. I want a black dress. Hmm..;)
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Updates. [20 Apr 2003|09:35am]
[ mood | sad ]

Family-It has been good I suppose. Me and my mom are getting along fine. Me and my dad are always getting along. :D So I guess everything is going good in this area.

Friends-I dont know anymore. :/ I feel as though I have a total of 3-4 good friends anymore. And then I have 3-4 people I just talk to or they talk to me when they have no one else to talk to. << Not too good of a feeling :(. I guess we all are gonna talk Monday.

Love-Not good neither. I haven't seen Josh in 4 days. Longest I haven't seen him. I wont see him til tomorrow or Tuesday. :( I hate it. Then he is going to Las Vegas from Wed.-Tues. next week. :( Not so good.

Grades-I guess this is another good thing I suppose. I am on the honor roll again. :) Its nice to feel smart once I suppose. :)

Overall-Everyone gets their up's and down's and I guess this is my up's and down's. :( Even though I wish my up's were my down's and my down's were my up's. :( I guess I'll survive. Hopefully everything will get better gradually.

<3 JJ


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[20 Apr 2003|09:32am]
Happy Easter Everyone! :D Have a Good Day! And Eat Lotz! :D :D
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